A wish to write many things, a wish to keep quite, a wish to cry, a wish to smile, a wish to shout aloud and a wish to keep silent... all at the same time. Does it happen to everyone?
i read one of my favourite blogs today. and it just gave me a push to write. i hadnt in a long time and there were so many things trapped inside which i didnt had time to actually pen down!
S is fine now (or so i hope), atleast thats what the doctor said. nothing to worry about as long he takes the medication prescribed. So a bit of tension off the hook.
I finally got an aide. She is quite elder, talks a lot, demanded a lot of money, but has said that will not take leave, and atleast was clean and through with her work! So i dont mind shedding a few extra bucks as long as i dont have to do it myself. Still, i have kept the cooking part to me cauz i will have to cook only for me n s (this is going to happen soon enuf!! *grin*) yeah, alright, i am bad! anything else?
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The dance practice for a competition in office starts today... no need to laugh, i am dancing.. and i hope the stage retains atleast half its strength after the performance is over! alright, join the laugh!
when i told this to sushil, he was..well, i think i better not describe his reaction! but i have decided to myself to have fun, no matter what! to use the words i hate the most 'come what may!'
i dont know why people even use this phrase, it so pathetic and i think gramatically wrong. not that i am even the 'average' category when it comes to language, but still, i hate these words and specially the people who have used it often in the past and may be the present!
well, anyways, whats the point in indulging myself again into the topic which i want to forget for good?
Sitting in an A/C office, doesnt often allow you to bear the sun outside. i am very cold right now, just wish, i'd got my jacket along... ofcourse, this wish will no longer exist when i start my journey back home.
Tomorrow again i am in the city office. so will start late and come early! i just wish that when i come back home, i just have some peace in the house. it must be clean, it musnt be messy, my kitchen should be spotless, just as i had left it while leaving in the morning, then i boil a cup of milk, add some sugar and a lot of coffee, take the cup in my hand, and go n sit at the window watching kids play below. When i finish my coffee, i get up, stretch till my toes below give away, go to the kitchen and start preparation for dinner. By the time i finish it, S arrives, i have another cuppa coffee with him, we discuss the day, we make plans for tomorrow and have a quite dinner with no television running in the background, just listening to soft music...
We go for a stroll after dinner, just walk, hand in hand, letting the silence do the talking, return home and go to sleep in the warm and soft bed...
oh! this seems like a dream! its been ages since we have spent an evening like this.. i just wish that we have that much time and patience for each other to have many more such evenings in near and far future!!
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