Saturday was a busy day. Early morning i got the news of the shift and the monster inside me held its happy head high and roared with pleasure. In the morning i had to attend a wedding and a ring ceremony in the evening. So it was very busy!
Sunday, S took leave!! *grin*< So happy day all the way!
Monday crept along, and 5.30 in the morning felt like the day shouldnt start! Dragging out of the bed (fortunately it not cold now) and getting ready seemed to take an eternity! Day in the office has started pretty well. Gaining some confidence on the things around. Need to build a lot more.
The reference to the person i hate the most in this world keeps popping up every day or two. I meet someone, somewhere and the topic is inadvertantly dragged in the conversation leaving me fuming at the end because of the memories that surface immediately. Such a conversation happened on saturday evening, where i was expecting the person to turn up, with half a desire saying i didnt want to see the face, and half saying i wanted to slap it! Anyways, the first half won, and i had a peaceful time.
Life seems empty. With nothing happening. Just the routine of getting up and coming to office and going home to again come to the office the next day. No fun, no outings, and i am fed up of cooking and cleaning (yeah, still havent got an aide!!) and i am fed up of listening to the bickering at home.
Yesterday we had gone to my SILs place. She has re-decorated the house and the idea appealed to me so much, that i decided it was about time to bring in some changes at the place where i live, to call it a home. Well, one change (which will help me embrace the fact that it is a home) will be happening this month end, and then remain all the materialistic things, which can be managed easily! So time to start thinking how to redecorate the house!!
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