It is strange, that i am gripped with insomnia for the first time in my life. I am having trouble getting a continuous deep sleep and when i finally fall asleep, i am having trouble with the dreams i am having. yesterday i dreamt that 3 people whom i am close to in life left me forever... i woke up with a shiver, only to realise that this was a dream afterall and i was safe with S sleeping peacefully beside me.
Unlike most of dreams, i can remember this one quite clearly and even the thought of it makes me tremble.
How do i interpret this dream? How do i relate this with the happenings in my life? Probably the fear of losing S and the fear of being alone has come like a dark blanket enveloping me in the dreadful darkness and I am afraid of the darkness for the first time in my life.
and this is all because of the choices i have made in the past...
learn from it EM! thats the sole part that is left in my hands...
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