Changes..

Change is a big enemy. And change is constant. Loads of things changed in the past few days. and the biggest change was the change in me.
On the office front, i am now really starting to get into my role. I have started handling some of the things independently. Although, still quite sometimes i require some assistance. But, most importantly i like what i do! which i am not sure i would have been able to say at my earlier workplaces. i was a bit apprehensive in the beginning, but now all that is past.
on the personal front, the issue that had been cropped up, finally came to an end. though not the way the adversary had promised. i am amazed looking at the change of decision because of one action of mine. well, useless had already told me it would happen this way. next time onwards, instead of guessing anything, i will just ask useless!! ;) hehehe.
on the home front, my freedom ended a day in advance. and as my aide is not coming to work, i am just breaking my back after going home (and my patience too!) doing all the household things which otherwise i wouldnt even touch!
Even S was having some issues at office which fortunately now are in hand.
All in all, things getting back on track.
As for the change in me, i shall write sometime later. i would require a lot of time to think and frame the sentences even to express how i feel at the moment.
till then...